I want to be a SURGEON

Amm .. I s this really what I want to be .. A SURGEON .. I thought about it so many times and I found my self each time close to it ...

I don't what is the feeling thats comes to me when I am in the OR" operating room" but I'm sure it's a cool feeling .. feeling that I can smile ... be strong ... hold my temper and most imp be my self ...

Amm again .. is this what I am thinking about or it's a way to forget ... to escape or not to think about the past ..

I may lie to my self if I say NO ...

Here I just want to thank someone ... He is a real DOCTOR b4 being a real SURGEON ... someone that I am proud to chose him as my mentor ... Thanks doctor for being there for ur patients .. and belive me that u will find the light at the end of the tunnel but just give time time :) ...